Thursday, March 21, 2013

I suffer

Sigh I have had endometriosis for at least7 yrs. I had a larporscopy and 2 years ago . They told me the cysts were back..I was preggers in 07 list that child just wasn't time I guess..
Now I had bern trying since Jan to get pregnant no haps..
I don't really want to see a fertility expert. ? Thats money I need to keep

Endometriosis wants to claim my womb. I don't believe it
When its time I will have a child.

I lost weight and when I was in 190 .. my symptoms were mild at best..
So thats another reason to stay on track with goals of weight loss.

What the hell did I eat

I had some Chillis foolishness
And it wasn't even freaking good.
My stomach bloated gassy
Boneless buffalo wings and ribs
I went to work with a awesome lunch
But the allure of free food and my demanding position had me lose my Damn mind and eat that dot.com bull

I had a lovely salad fattoush with hummus and grilled chicken breast
Apple and carmel
Wonton soup cause I was a feeling a lil sick. .

Moral of the story
Just cause its free don't mean its for you
Free will mess up your stomach and your goals

Sunday, March 17, 2013

I'm working my way back

Lawd I lost 5 lbs ...omly to gain it back...
I weigh 217 honestly. ? Up from 192 last year this August..

I am fighting back I am going to try 
■Paleo Diet
■Tapout x2
■ I'm not giving up

I was  trying to get preggers..
But mark my word  I  will be
A HEALTHY MAMA TO BE

I am studying the Paleo Diet .. so more jnfo to come

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Hey Hey everyone

  I'm trying to stay in the game here
http://www.dailyspark.com/blog.asp?post=breakfast_in_15minutes_or_less

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Monday, January 14, 2013

Emotional Eating

One day I will go in depth about my reaction to stress!  I eat my emotions right now I'm really hurt and 1 sec away from crying .
I have lost my appetite ( in the midst od eating ) sometimes I am grateful for pain cause it helps me not focus on food .
I am hurt ..my head pounding
I need to Let it Go